it's funny how life works...

I guess it all comes down to decisions and the choices you ultimately make for yourself. In the midst of everything that's going on around me, sometimes it's just too hard to stay strong. Life has its ups and downs I guess. When will mine swing up......?

Good times, good people, good food = the good life...

All you need in life, really, is just to be happy. Why do we do the things we do? Cuz they make us happy! All I need is just one thing to be happy for the rest of my life..........ALCOHOL! Hahaha jk jk. Alcohol can't buy happiness....but it sure does bring lots of FUN!

I feel like every moment in time could be a life-changing opportunity. It depends on what you choose to do at that specific time that makes you turn out the way you are now. It's weird. How everything is connected together, how one instantaneous event could alter everything.

I wish I could travel and see the world. See what other cultures are like, what else is going on outside of NC? I feel so sheltered here, all enclosed and lost and scatterbrained. There are billions of people on Earth, and I think listening to other peoples' life stories would be so interesting. I used to wanna be a news reporter, lookin all professional on TV...occasionally give a few shout-outs to people I know or somethin..haha. That'd be awesome.

If I could change something about myself, one of them would have to be my fickleness and inability to make a firm decision! Yeah, I hate it, it's annoying, and it stresses the F outta me! But seriously, it's just so hard to decide on one thing! I feel like I wasted my undergrad years tryin to settle down on a major and figuring out a pathway to my future. Wanting to be in J school, to nursing, to maybe pharmacy, then law school, and doin something with spanish? .....ugh. Whatever, I guess I'll just go with the dang flow.

I wish I won the lottery...or befriended some big shot movie star. Go on shopping sprees and celebrity nightclubs. Hahha, what a life that'd be. Maybe I should be one of those club critics where they just go to clubs and bars and critique them. HMMmmmm..